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J0N0than The Diary of a £10 Note
Hey, the names Tony and well I’ve been through a lot in my time; dropped in a puddle, gumfied by a baby and worst of all been used to wipe someone’s behind. But, none of that could have ever prepared me for lockdown, the isolation of the wallet.
I used to think of my life as an adventure, being passed from till to till, wallet to wallet, meeting some remarkable and some not so remarkable people. But, now that place of comfort has become my prison, leaving me with nothing but my imagination for company.
Well, I mean I did have Debbie, but she’s a Debit Card, so she’s used to being in the wallet. I’m not! I need to be out there, experiencing life. But, with this lockdown that couldn’t happen and so I just went insane.
And it wasn’t just loneliness I was feeling, it was anger. Anger at the Masks and Handsitsier, because they used to be nothing, but then all of sudden the virus hits and they become the most prized possession. I remember when I was the most prized possession, when I was all that every man and woman wanted.
Now, I’m nothing, my life empty and unfilled.
Lockdown’s destroyed my life and…
Curse you Lockdown!
i don't think of what was
or what could have been
that feels another country
somewhere i visited once, existed in once, loved in once
when the doors closed and we found ourselves suddenly free of noise,
of rushing and running
of a constant hustle to exist and earn
there was somewhat a sense of freedom
somewhat a sense of breathing
somewhat a sense of space like no other
but it journeyed on
and we found ourselves continuously there
continuously alone
longing for touch
longing for noise
longing
longing
longing
yet fearing
fearing
fearing
as the silent invisible restriction continued to define our existence
so when we step back out that door
i wonder what will be in store
the world has changed
our minds have change
our beings have changed
i dont want to go back to what was before
i want to step forward
as me
and open a new door
powellicus free writing on what we've missed

meg@n The noise making the impossible seem possible

s.a.m Suddenly, everything stopped.

j0hnathan The same questions over and over and over and over and over again

ben a comforting affirmation

ja$mine life goes on, through anything we go through